Petals of time

My eyes are to cry a river
Its my destiny not an endeavour
Dreams are like a plain paper
I’ll live all alone… whatever!!!

Clouds are wrapping the moon
Children are playing with balloon
See it all on the sky, on the road
I’m not alive, I’ll never…

Dreams are like a plain paper
I’ll live all alone… whatever!!!

My wounds deserve to salt
It’s not mine not your fault
Chase your dream accomplish your wish
I’ll always live as a feather*

My eyes are to cry a river
Its my destiny not an endeavour

Love is love, trade is trade
Few words are still unsaid
Unfold all my words in public
We are in love, we’ll, we were…

Dreams are like a plain paper
I’ll live all alone… whatever!!!

feather: a person of little importance

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Words by: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

From last two days
I’m strung out of love
n’ sketching my reverie…
A poet is haunting my soul
Dousing all my dreams
n’ sipping my cup of coffee…

My words may be trite
But I’m not here to fight
This isn’t a philosophy…
I’ve a sinking brain
that always thinks in vain
One can find it empty…

Every time you plant new idea
n’ put it as a heteronym
My head is not nursery…
I’m selfish self-centered
n’ stitched with eccentricity
Rest things are secondary…

These two eyes are crying
Tears are volatile n’ dying
But it’s not your victory…
This heart is fragile
You may not understand
Because you’re in foolery…

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

A rose can make you happy
A smile of you can take my heart
This earth is really beautiful
But not when we’re apart

Your talking style
Your walking way
Your dressing sense
makes you my favourite baby

Your eyes are full of life
Adding new flavour in my dreams
Your lips are like strawberry
fresh and red to do french kiss

A rose can make you happy
A smile of you can take my heart

You look sexy in miniskirts
But I like to see you in red jeans
You do miss calls on my cell
to ask for parties of your friends

When you dance body speaks come-on
When you put my hand on your waist
I feel my self blue-eyed boy…
with you I feel complete, the best

Your talking style
Your walking way
Your dressing sense
makes you my favourite baby

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

You can’t forget me
so you’re afflicted
It’s not easy to recover
that’s why, you’re afraid

You can’t deny
You’re scared of past
You’re travelling round
Someday you’ll lost

Reasons always follow up
You’re so far away from yourself
I wanna say something
But you’re disguised

Your tears soak my pain
Your anxiety gives me life
You can say I’m overlooked
But you’re not allayed

You tried to spite me
You have to burn your soul
As I’m a devil, the evil
I’ll win fight by doing fouls

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

You always compared and found me better
Like all other, this truth is bitter
I know you are envious to me
and wanna devour me like the monster

I am careful and making my own way
There is happiness and peace
I have brim my courage to win
Now you’ll again see me as a getter

You always compared and found me better
Like all other, this truth is bitter

Feeling that comes from inside
is different as darkness from light
Mistakes you made are countless
But you always named me a witter

I know you are envious to me
and wanna devour me like the monster

Friendship is a rainbow between two hearts
But you didn’t understand what I expected
I was broken hearted and expelled
But it’s all, for you, doesn’t matter

You always compared and found me better
Like all other, this truth is bitter

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

Life melts like the ice cube
You mean to me so much
Silence cries for affirmation
I get peace only in church

Forget! what makes you hate yourself?
Remember! why you liked me?
Do only one thing that heart says
Keep a promise that you did to me

Letters, those never arrived your house
Matters, those we never discussed
My heart’s empty and bruised
I know, I was little bit digressed

Sympathy that you had for me
Those unsaid words you said to me
Reasons those you never found
I was quiet but you were not bound

I am going far away
Far away from you and me, both
You’re happy in your world
Everyday, I will burn like a moth

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

This is not a story, you’re my history
I’m fed up what I did for you baby
I wanna live for myself with pride and glory
I am sick of you because you’re nasty

Truth is ugly but you should face it
It is not my advice but it is advice
I can loose for you but not this time
It’s your chance to throw your dice

I was fool and did lots of mistakes
You were intelligent so played games
You hid yourself from rest of the world
and left me with all damn blames

Experiences are my holy teachers
Life not easy and it’s going on and on
Tears I’d already paid you for love
There’s no reason to stay beneath midday sun

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

I am a jerk, I am a creep
But what are you?
You deceived me by knowing
You are mean, you know

Silly I was, silly I am
I am in love with you
It’s my destruction, my fall
Waiting for you my angel

Hurt me, break me like the glass
Compel them to do so
I’m helpless, I need mercy
Friends behave like foe

Silly I was, silly I am
I made castle in the air
I dreamed all unfortunately
Now you’re so happy

Someday time will turn towards me
To take me higher than high
I will look at you that day
then you’ve to cry…, cry

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

What you did was very wrong
Up to every context, every limit
I was neither your lover nor your friend
Take me some time to prove it

I better know I was confused
Who made me like this, only you?
My vision was very clear as open sky
You brought clouds in my eyes

When you'll feel what you did to whom
Then you’ll understand, understand
What is pain, How liquid dies
From these two beautiful eyes

I’m going away from your shadow
Don’t try to catch me again
Look it will not be good for you
Be ashamed, be afraid

My heart's filled with little bit of guilt
Why I gave you chance to do so
It doesn’t hardly matters to me
But I am in mood to quit

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

I know I’m lost you’re gone
We will never meet again
But I want a day to love you
I wanna make love again

It’s rain outside, inside too
Baby, I am missing you
I know it’s too late to say
But I still love you, loving you

Heart’s pounding, repeating a name
Name of you day and night
I wish I could see you one time
To feel your touch again

Heart’s a stupid thing
Take it with you, where you gone
I’m neither happy nor sad
You’re responsible, you’ve done

Life is short as a moment
And I have to do lots of things
Only for you my love
I wanna live this life again

God knows where I was wrong
Forget me for what I did
I am guilty to misunderstood you
I know I'd made you livid

Come for the sake of love
Love that is our world
World where both we live
Please adorn this again

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

It was a beautiful dusk
When I was at my threshold
And waiting for
Opening of your door

Moon was moving to south
And saying goodbye
Heart filled with a hope
Was gentle as blooming rose

Birds were singing
It was fresh and dolce
Leaves and buds with dew
Were all shrinking in cold

You were in blue maxi
Looking like a prayer to God
My heart was pounding
In love that is pure

It was a daily scene
Without a sentence or a word
My hidden love, my truth
Was out of breath under some fold

Nothing left like the past
Yet the story is still same
With some droplets of dew
With loneliness and solitude

Where are you?
Where is that dusk?

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006

She never wanna tell
A lie to me but she lied
She never used that
Idea once she decided

She wanted to go
On a date with me
But not to sip
Just a cup of coffee
When I brimmed my courage
I found her moody

Sometimes
She behaved like a bitch
And tried to kill me
In her selfish love
She was caught
Red handed but she denied

Friends of her
Were all crazy
And always used to
Pull my legs, scratch my back
She used all of them,
She was really bitchy

She tried to turn on me
When I was on terrace
She was considering herself
As a ramp model of Paris

She wanted to
Get me as her mate
And tried to search
Herself in me as a bride

Reality turned her
Face towards mine
I found her soul
Drenched in red wine

She was careless
And lost herself in enmity
But usually in front of me,
She talked much pretty

Story has gone out of track
Without saying a word
I wanted to set back
Myself as a third

These words sound there
Where I live, where she bide?

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2007

How can I cut my pain
To shape a new heart
How can I write different
With same characters, with same plot

I can just substitute words
But not to full scene
I'm popular to write
Vulgar and mean, vulgar and mean

They think, you believe
I'll do new time to time
Perhaps they think positive
But I don’t, I don’t, I don’t think so

How can I forget
How much she loved me
She expressed by her own
When we’re in a cafeteria for tea

No need to disguise
Leave all past aside, all aside
But not every time
I love her a lot, I love her a lot

I always refute her love
And live with loneliness, this solitude
That factorizes my soul
Now I’m in state of kef*

Rethink I’m hideous
And bide in your dreams
Yet my words are not superlative
But I’ll never come to naught

[Kef: a state of dreamy tranquility]

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Words & ©: Vinay Prajapati
Penned: 2006